3rd 4th and 5th of may
On May 3rd the sun came up, but you still didn't feel like yourself.
You did what you had to do. Kind of. You tried though and you will do it.
You were just happy that it was friday.
On May 4th the sun came up again! And it was a very hot beautiful day.
You finally woke up wanting to clean the house and even went out to have lunch with a friend. Your brain tried to sabotage you, make you have all those thoughts (she only asked you out because no one else was around, etc). But it was nice. You first said it out loud that you want to move! That's a great step.
Then the headache came. Two medicines weren't enough. You slept it away.
On May 5th you were sorry to say that you don't know if the sun came up.
It was a bed day. Nothing seemed to motivate you to go out, but you found out more about sustainable make up! The fact that only cruelty free make up is something that is well spoken about freaks you out when you see a video on youtube about the children in India that mine mica (sparkles!). And they were asked what they would be doing if they weren't mining and one answered: we'd be hungry. She didn't say studying because that wasn't even an option in her head. That's cruel.
You didn't find it in you to write for 2 days and it's alright.
But you need to remember that it's good to put things out.
You did what you had to do. Kind of. You tried though and you will do it.
You were just happy that it was friday.
On May 4th the sun came up again! And it was a very hot beautiful day.
You finally woke up wanting to clean the house and even went out to have lunch with a friend. Your brain tried to sabotage you, make you have all those thoughts (she only asked you out because no one else was around, etc). But it was nice. You first said it out loud that you want to move! That's a great step.
Then the headache came. Two medicines weren't enough. You slept it away.
On May 5th you were sorry to say that you don't know if the sun came up.
It was a bed day. Nothing seemed to motivate you to go out, but you found out more about sustainable make up! The fact that only cruelty free make up is something that is well spoken about freaks you out when you see a video on youtube about the children in India that mine mica (sparkles!). And they were asked what they would be doing if they weren't mining and one answered: we'd be hungry. She didn't say studying because that wasn't even an option in her head. That's cruel.
You didn't find it in you to write for 2 days and it's alright.
But you need to remember that it's good to put things out.
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